Keeping you off balance, in a perpetual state of feeling like you are falling over, yet at the same time restricted and unable to fall, nor prevent anything done to you, that’s again a thing that I do with your body, yet affects your mind the most.
Begging is key. Lots and lots of begging. Phrases like, “fuck me,” “please,” “use me,” and “I’m yours” will be your friend. There’s also plenty of easy things like, “i want you inside me,” “I love when you use me,” “please god, more, that feels so good.”
You can always ask for permission to do things! “May I please suck your cock, sir, it feels so good with my lips wrapped around it,” “I really want you to tie me up and fuck me until I can’t breathe, please?”
The first time and you feel awful. It hurts you as he begs and tells you how much he needs it. As he curses and his hand shakes as you make him put his cock away. As he wheedles and tries to undermine your command and you aren’t so sure anymore this is what he wants, but you shore up and are firm and you tell him how it will be.
It turns out he loves you for it. It drives him mad. Hearing stern rules almost makes him cum on the spot untouched. Being denied fuels him in a way you can’t quite comprehend, and this first time as you fight guilt and relief in equal measure you don’t enjoy the power.
Oh but the next time… the next time you barely breathe in his direction and he’s hard? You work him up with such little effort to the point where he tells you he needs to cum, asks you to cum… and this time you deny him with a smile. This time the commands fly off your tongue. This time wonderfully evil ideas spin through your mind and sorting through to pluck only one or two this time occupies far too much of your time. You are soaked through.
It is not just a no for now. It is a no for the afternoon. It is a no for the evening. It is a no as you cum and he listens. It is a no as you send him favorite porn of his. It is a no as you let him choose what toy you will masturbate with. It is a no as others tease him. It is a no as you cum again. A world of denial coming easily, and with each no his desperation is evident, but he doesn’t fight it. He’s so grateful. Drowning in lust and hotness and your attention. Denied but not forgotten. Allowed to edge and edge so pleasure builds, if not release.
He has a time limit. A count down. He knows when his torment is set to end. That does not stop him from asking. From needing. From begging. From cursing, but with a smile. Enjoying the teasing nearly as much, if not more, than he’ll enjoy his release. That’s okay… you’ll enjoy that release enough for both of you, over and over and over.
“Mmm, yes, Sir. I’ve been thinking about it all day.”
“You have? Well, I don’t know, little cunt. You don’t seem so eager.”
“I am, Sir. Please, Sir. Use me to your heart’s content. How can I show you?”
“Well, your holes don’t appear ready for me. I want to see them. Open. Eager to be filled. Moist with anticipation. If you’re so eager, why is your pussy and ass not on full display for me?”
“Fuck, Sir. I’m sorry, Sir. Here. Please, Sir. Do you see how needy they are? They’re so ready for you. To please you. To serve you.”
That’s much better. You stay just like that. I want to watch you for a few minutes and see just how eager you are. I want to be able to smell your arousal. Is that clear?”
“I like your number system for pain but I would probably add in a color too because I might say 7 and the person may think they need to stop or
ease up. So for example 7-Green would mean it hurts but I like it.
10-fucking red would mean it hurts too bad and needs to stop. Just what I
envision in my mind.”
This is fucking brilliant. This adds a whole new dimension to the “calibration” process for assessing pain levels. For some people, a “7″ might be excruciating and needs to be stopped at once (so, a “7 Red”). For another person, with a different tolerance for and craving for pain, a “7″ might be excruciating but they are loving it (so, a “7 Green”). I hope my Followers like this idea as much as I do, and use it to dial in their impact play for the maximum enjoyment and benefit of both partners.