watchfire-under-stars:

50 days.

When I’ve had seven good days together, she holds me down
and fucks me. My reservations are gone; I fucking love it. I warm up fast under a few teasing touches, and when she fucks her big
dick into me I feel more submissive than I have in years. I’m flooded with
pleasure at the thought that she is simply using me, without
regard to my comfort or consent.

But I don’t come. Without any stimulation to my clit, I
don’t really get close.

My body will learn, or it won’t. I’ll come, untouched, on
her cock, or I won’t. It’s out of my control. Every day, checklist in hand, I
work to be good, to earn a fucking. After seven good days together, she gives
me what I’ve earned. Each time the pleasure I feel is more intense, more indefensible.

But I don’t come.