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7 Months of Denial

This Friday will mark 7 months since my last (likely ever) orgasm.

And I can’t help but wonder when this anniversary comes around, why do I do this to myself? Nobody is keeping me denied. I do this all voluntarily. Do I do it because I like it? No. I do it because I’m a masochistic little slut who wants to suffer as much as possible.

I want to cum every second. More than anything I’ve ever wanted in life. But I can’t let it happen. It’s wrong, shameful for a pain slut like me to cum. And so this anniversary will be spend edging and punishing my pussy for not just admitting defeat and knowing that an orgasm is not going to happen.

Followers, please reblog this post. I want all of you telling me exactly why I should never cum, and how much I deserve to be punished. Make sure I never get the chance to end my suffering and cum.